To self-publish or not to self-publish?

Indie Author News has published “Should You Self-Publish Your First Book?” seen on Scott Berkun’s website. I am in no way The Expert, but I believe, as a self-publisher who has won two awards for my first novel City of Woe, I can offer some perspective, if that will help.

So, here goes.

Let’s be real, the biggest difference between going with a publisher and going forward as a self publisher, is, first and foremost, money. Everything costs, brothers and sisters, simple as that. As a self publisher, all those expenses are coming out your pocket. So, the primary question has to be, can you afford it? If the answer is no (and if you are seriously considering competing with the Sisters, the realistic answer for 99 percent of us is no), that might potentially end the conversation before it even begins.

How do you know if you can afford it? Research, research, research. On amazon.com, barnesandnoble.com, bookbaby.com, and dozens and dozens of other places. Industry websites must be read, pricing must be done, blogs must be followed. You need to learn all aspects of publishing, which Is the exact kind of work a publisher does for you. And you will be doing most, if not all of it solo, while publishers have a team. So, again, the advantage is obvious.

You might be thinking why am I self-publishing if I see a publisher as a better business partner? Good question. First, Berkun is correct when he writes that publishers “provide funding, expertise, co-ordination and guidance. They have in-house editors, designers and proofreaders who will help you. For those things you will pay them a fair share of the possible income the book generates. This is a good deal if you don’t want to find those experts on your own, or have no interest in co-ordinating the entire project yourself,” (Read the full article at ScottBerkun.com). But publishers do not offer this to everyone, and that speaks to where many of us are.

I am a former award-winning reporter who was once named “Columnist of the Year” by the New York Press Association, a big honor for me. I am or have been a teacher, public speaker, and former comedy writer with accomplishments in each arena. As a screenwriter, I have earned some nods, and two small indies have been produced. My short stories earned a few honorable mentions from Writer’s Digest. And the novel City of Woe was named “Book of Exceptional Quality 2013” from Bookcast.com and recently earned me “Best New Voice 2013” from the Independent Book Publishers Association.

And that is both my blessing and my dilemma. With the exception of the last two, all accomplishments have been small market awards or honorable mentions from bigger entities. While I am proud of them, the publishing industry still sees me as a writer without a platform. And today, publishers want the platform, need the platform, demand the platform. In a real sense you have to have made it before they will invest in you; you almost need to be published before you get published.

And I understand this; any publisher is going to invest serious money on a new writer, and especially if they plan to market him or her into best seller status. Any edge a writer brings eases that burden. Thus, the “What else have you done/what kind of platform do you have” aspect of getting signed has become a hard reality.

As a result of the publishing industry seeing me as promising but without a platform, I have been forced to go my own way. But I didn’t jump right in. A veteran editor, a book club who read the manuscript, and sage reader whose opinion I deeply respect all argued extensively that my work was “as good or better than most of the stuff being self-published” before I even considered stepping forward on my own.

I didn’t run to self-publishing, and you shouldn’t either. I i am going to be helpful, i have to speak the truth; too many writers are (not you, of course, so please don’t be mad at me) rushing to publish these days before their works is ready. There are hundreds, maybe thousands of poorly executed self-published novels glutting the market right now, and you do not want to be part of that sad parade. Take the time to write and rewrite and rewrite again. Proofread carefully, painstakingly. And then have someone better than you at it proofread your “corrected” manuscript. After at least five rewrites, beg a real editor to bludgeon your work. Consider hiring an editor (not a ghost writer) to critique your work, and LISTEN CAREFULLY. Rewrite again, proofread again, and then organize a small group of early readers who do not necessarily love you. My wife prereads but she’ll be a cheerleader until I ask her specific questions, however, a cop buddy of mine happily brings a cross and nails to the reading. You need both.

When I did take the step, I continually discovered how much work there is, much more than I can convince you of here, and significantly more work than you are imagining right now. And all of it takes you away from the writing. A freelance editor I respect deeply told my that I had to start splitting my professional time 50% writing and 50% working the career as a publisher and promoter (including writing stuff like this, in all honesty). What she didn’t tell me was that I wouldn’t be splitting the same time I used to commit to writing but doubling it. This is reality; how else can you produce much-needed new work if you write less?

So be prepared to sacrifice social life, television, family time, sleep. And if you are unwilling to sacrifice, say, family time, then jettison more you your social life or sleep.

Publisher or self-publish? The answer might be out of your hands. If you need to get your writing out there, have done the hard work to make sure it is of quality, and the Sisters still aren’t showing the love, you might be ready to self-publish, but understand all that entails.

Self-publishing has forced me to move my career much further forward than I may have gone otherwise, for exactly the same reasons I offered as reasons a publisher is preferable. Self-publishing has made me a better professional, has forced me to blog on issues that have earned me more readers, got me to tweet and expand my readership, and inspired me to experiment in many other areas of publishing, from marketing to advertising to creating and booking public speaking events. But I would prefer Donald Maass as an agent and a publisher’s deadlines, to be honest,

As Mick said, “You can’t always get what you want, but if you try sometime, you just might find, you get what you need.”

And so, the platform builds, one plank at a time.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.
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The Soft Knock of Manhood

There was a soft knock in the door at 5:30 this morning. A light tapping requesting admittance while not wanting to awake us abruptly as they returned from Project Graduation. There was a thoughtfulness to that knocking and that is when I knew.

Oh, the epiphany first arrived weeks ago, right before my twin sons left for prom. The couples had gathered at our house for pictures, lots of pictures, more than we will ever need, but that is the nature of such moments, yes? Sudden clarity is not. But it arrived anyway. A Mom of one of the dates started fussing over her daughter, worrying about what we discovered right at that moment was an illness she had that required regular medicinal injections. Dealing with this while down The Shore post-prom had Mom worried. Not the daughter. “Mom,” she assured, Sean’s got me.” The mother looked to my son, and Sean gave her a sincere, confident nod. The stunned Mom relaxed.

I was stunned too.

My son accepted the safety of another human being’s health as partly his responsibility.

Both sons did it again when they casually recounted throwing out two hotel crashers not for freeloading off them, but for disrespecting one of the girls there.

Stunned again. And thrilled.

Then my artistic son expressed his emotional response to what was written to him on Yearbook Night. He had no clue people felt these ways about him.

Conscientious. Responsible. Reasonable. Receptive to others. My sons had evolved. They were no longer completely self-involved, acting as members of a community, plugged in.

Then came the soft knock of maturity, and I knew.

My boys have become men.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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An Open Message to Graduates from a Parent

As we approach the solemn occasion of your high school graduation, it seems an appropriate time for parental confession.

Here it is.

We parents are liars, and have been lying to you for your whole lives. Please forgive us, but we had to, it was in your best interests, honest. We swear.

Let me explain.

At the moment of your birth, we were hit with the overwhelming rush of your astonishingly sudden reality. We just couldn’t believe you were here, now, and were so absolutely awesome to behold. In a very real way, we found ourselves witnessing the glory of God.

There was no way we could confess this to you and still be able raise you correctly. That’s how tyrants are created. We wanted to raise good human beings.

So we lived a lie, acting like you were just a regular kid, and while you could always pick up some sense of the truth, we did our best to keep hidden the fact that we loved and worshipped you as dreams incarnate, as the embodiment of immortal hope.

Of course, you spent much of your early years trying to dissuade us of this perception with middle of the night crying and truly toxic diapers. Neither changed how we felt.

You followed this with a long series of bruises, scrapes, cuts, contusions, cracked bones and lacerations of varying degrees. None of it mattered. You still shone as incomparable in our eyes.

You tested our patience, sometimes academically, sometimes socially, sometimes driving the car through the garage door. Didn’t matter.

You ate cake for breakfast, sugared cereal for dinner, or went vegan, just didn’t eat, or flirted with other caloric nightmares. Shook us to the core, didn’t change how we secretly saw you.

You dismissed our music as old, our movies as corny, our clothes as ridiculous, our presence as embarrassing, still you remained the be-all center of our lives.

And now you prepare to cross this stage, this metaphoric bridge marking your final steps from runny noses to running your own lives. And we can barely breathe. How can we express the experience of sharing a life with you, our perfectly imperfect, endlessly stunning offspring? We can’t, there are no words to express our humbling awe at what you’ve become.

So forgive us if the hugs linger a little longer, the stares don’t seem to end, and we can’t seem to let you go out into the world just yet. Today is a bittersweet wonder because we love all you’ve achieved, but know deep in our hearts that we will not be in your daily presence very much longer, and that is impossible for us to conceive of or embrace. So we ask one more thing of you today; keep us in the loop. Let us know how you are doing, let us bask in the glory that is you every once in awhile. We’ll lie to you and act like it is no big thing, but know in your hearts that it is everything to us, because you are.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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On Writing: Penning Permission

Joanna Penn, a writer, author and blogger you must find if you do not currently follow her, got mad recently, reacting to “an article that came out this week on one literary agent’s blog about whether your publisher will let you self-publish,” (http://bit.ly/10cXnvu). From the perspective of a Bronx-born writer, her pleasant, positively-toned “anger” was adorable, but her elegant eloquence inspired me to comment on her blog and then expand those thoughts here.

The question explored in these blogs concern whether a writer needs someone else’s okie doke to write and publish. If being “given permission” to write or publish works for some, fantastic, but I would suggest that another way of looking at this is that we have been given an imperative in today’s publishing world.

The last agent who was interested merely in a writer’s novel died alone and forgotten long ago. Today, agents and publishers look at platform, platform, platform. What has a writer already written? Where has that writer been published? (Yeah, they want you to have been published before they consider publishing you; that’s some catch that catch-22.) From this perspective, “permission” may be implied, insisted, demanded. Writers must write, must publish, must build their platform, so waiting for permission, or allowing someone else to hold us back is no longer really a viable option.

We must put ourselves out there with our best work, with the best writing we can muster, and once we or they hit the “publish” button we must take that as the starting pistol for what we are going to write next. From this perspective, I would suggest self-publishing in some form is now required of writers.

We must also be wary of the “What will happen if I publish this?” trap. I understand we must go through this line of questioning as part of the writing process: will what I write hurt someone’s feelings; will what I write damage my career? However, this path can lead us to self-censuring, to procrastinating, to not hitting the publish button. This is the exact opposite of the result we want. So I would suggest the Truth Test.

A writer must ask her/himself whether what is written expresses an essential truth as honestly and successfully as that person can manage, and if that essential truth is being written because the writer needs to express this essential truth and not because sex sells or controversy sells or it’s a hot genre, etc. If a writer is honestly comfortable that what as been written is an accurate reflection of an essential truth that writer believes in, I say there is always room on a writer’s platform to publish that truth.

Can a biography writer a sci-fi piece? Yes, just market it as such. Can a writer write literary genre novels? Of course. Will they be accepted as such? Not your problem. Look at Walter Mosley. His readers love his work, be it detective story, sci-fi, YA, social criticism, or literary, but literary reviewers have at times dismissed his work as genre while genre reviewers have said the same work is too literary to be genre writing. Frustrating? Yes. But Mosley has found an audience and it continues to grow not because he found a comfortable niche to hide in but because his readers recognize an artist being faithful to expressing his essential truths.

I believe all writers can take strength from this on their own creative journey.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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After Eleven Years, Dad, What Can I Say?

Eleven years ago today, my father passed away. I’ve missed him every day since then. We didn’t always get along (hey, we’re Irish), but eventually that settled, especially after the kids were born. Once that happened, I called him just about every day, to tell him something one of the boys did, said, or accomplished. And then we’d talk current events, disagreeing on just about everything. It seems appropriate to talk with you today.

Pop, we used to be on opposite sides of the political argument; I was hopeful, you knew better. Today, I am on your side of that debate, beyond hoping in leaders elected by and for the People, beyond expecting they will step up and do the right thing. Both political parties now seem beyond redemption. Both sides now contribute so little to progressing this potentially great nation; instead, they point fingers at each other like five-year-olds and bicker about spin and position rather than leading. And I know you’d smirk and suggest that this is same as it ever was, but we’re three trillion dollars in debt now, Pop, and nowhere near turning that around.

Boston got bombed last week, by two brothers. The older one had a chip on his shoulder, the younger idolized his big brother as far as I can tell. That’s it. Government agencies are trying their best to connect these two with a terrorist organization, a movement, a cause, but it looks more and more like one guy and his hero-worshipping little brother accomplished all the pain with just the Internet and a fireworks store to help them. The recipe for death and maiming was available online, for free, to everyone. Even freedom of speech gets tainted in that scenario. And why did big brother do it? All we’ve really found out so far is that he didn’t have a single friend in America, didn’t understand us. And that leads a person to blow up the Boston Marathon?

Since you’ve been gone, guys like him have shot a congress member, shot up a movie theatre, and massacred an elementary school, just to name a few. Even with all that, Congress voted down a change to gun laws that 90 percent of America wanted. Can’t make this stuff up.

And the split in this country is worse than ever, Pop. Democrats and Republicans condemn each other unilaterally. People mock Catholics for their perverted priests, distrust Muslims, want to wall off Mexicans, and make becoming a citizen virtually impossible. Oh say can you see, huh Pop?

And just like you had to do for me after Vietnam and Watergate and Son of Sam, I have to make sense of this world for my sons. In that, I still find guidance and hope from you. Throughout the 70’s and 80’s when I was getting my view of the world, when our home borough, The Bronx, was burning, then changing, then snorting everything in sight, you remained solid, a book in hand, a mostly calm demeanor in the face of the swirling chaos. You didn’t sugar coat and didn’t let us off the hook. You were a responsible, moral person, and worked to make us the same. That was your answer in the face of all of it, to be the very best person you could be, one day at a time. I didn’t always appreciate that then, I do now.

Today I do my best to do the same for my sons. And when it all gets too insane, I think of you, paperback nearby, dish towel over one shoulder, looking at me with eyes tired from a life lived on the front line of this country’s ongoing moral struggle, charged with the care of the next batch of Americans, and telling me the best truth you knew, and I take a deep breath, turn to my sons, or my class, and do the same.

Here’s to a good man, eleven years gone and with me every day.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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Tables Turned: someone else writes about me

So today, a very good article about me arrived. I believe in local journalism, and in utilizing it to build your base. Here’s hoping you find this article interesting. http://fb.me/2mLGXmJ5i

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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What Message the Boston Marathon Bombing Really Sends

I have been struggling with what to say to my junior and senior students about the Boston Marathon bombings. I hate that this is the “latest terror attack” – the phrase delivers the twin defeats of acknowledging we now have a history of these and suggests more to come.

But the more I read and watched coverage, the more I saw the truth: we won, again.

The dominant images and accounts I absorbed were those of giving and caring and sacrifice in the face of fear, at the bombing site, amid the death and maiming. Once again, people didn’t just run to save themselves, didn’t all lose their minds to terror. An impressive and inspirational number of these ran into the carnage, into the danger, to help others they didn’t know.

This bombing is a tragedy and our hearts go out to the dead and wounded and their families, but to the terrorists, the message is clear: our humanity defeated your cowardice. Again.

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Education Reform Shouldn’t Get The Bum’s Rush

When is Spring Break not a vacation?

When teachers spend it stressed about the future of their profession, their careers, tenure, pension, health benefits, ability to pay their mortgages, send their kids to college, feed them.

Yeah, it is that serious, because a storm is gathering, the elements are coming together, and when it really hits, it will already be too late.

And too many teachers are not doing a thing about it.

From a perspective of a former journalist turned New Jersey teacher, that storm looks ominous indeed. Let’s start with the weakening of tenure laws. On their own, many teachers will agree that truly bad teachers exist, and they tarnish our own hard work. Improving the process of weeding out the demonstratively poor employee is a reasonable course of action. But, in the wrong hands, this becomes a way for an ambitious administrator to prove his/her mettle, to make an impression, to strengthen his/her resume, to rule through fear. It can become too easy to go from weeding out the few bad apples to staging a witch hunt. And then a good thing for education, for our kids, becomes a weapon of terror.

Next, let’s consider the so-called approved teacher evaluation tools. There are suddenly many in existence. All of them seek to do some good. All of them go off the rails at some point. In an effort to be all things to all people, these tools continue expanding expectations for teacher performance until the tool cannot possibly work in reality.

Essentially, these evaluation tools profess to ensure student progress and improvement. Basically, teachers will be evaluated on student growth; students will be measured at the beginning of the year to estimate what they know, then again at mid-year, and once more at year’s end, to measure what they have learned. The expectation is that students should grow significantly each year. Most teachers applaud this as a concept, goal, and idea. The problem again comes in execution.

How exactly will students be measured? In many cases, we don’t know yet, but implementation is moving forward. Who will create these evaluations and what kind of time will be allotted to make sure they are of quality and effective? Again, we don’t exactly know yet, but are expected to move forward. Will the measure be a sliding scale? Will Special Ed kids be expected to grow as much as and in the exact same way as mainstream kids, or Non-English speaking kids, or emotionally disturbed kids, or kids battling a severe illness, or gifted kids who score really high right out of the gate? How much growth will be considered effective for each of these groups? Supposedly, the average will be measured. Which one? One size does not fit all, so, are we planning for all these individual testing needs? How? Once more, we don’t really know yet, but are expected to move ahead.

Further, at least one of these evaluation method calls on all teachers to know each students’ cultural background (admirable), reflect it in the classroom (alongside student work and messages of positive support and best practices, that’s a daunting task), and incorporate it all into lessons every day (awkward at best), while incorporating dozens of other demands in an attempt to create classroom nirvana at all times in all classrooms everywhere.

Again, admirable, again awkward to impossible to achieve while engaging students in a dynamic lesson (asking Joe how his Mexican heritage can be reflected in Act II ofHamlet is going to create more uneasy silences than it will generate progressive conversation any day). Teachers are expected, under this evaluation tool, to engage all students in this way, every class – how weird is that going to be? Worse, educators are going to be evaluated based in part on such elements.

This reveals an uneven playing field for which these tools fail to compensate. An elementary school teacher with 20-30 students will be able to know much more about her/his students than a high school teacher with 90-120 students. Yet, the evaluation tools lay out the same expectations for each. How is that a fair assessment?

While again an admirable concept, this is another unrealistic expectation. In the right hands, an administrator will note a teacher’s ongoing effort to make each classroom reflect the students’ world, but in the wrong hands such over-the-top requirements all but guarantee no teacher will be given a highly effective assessment. Again, this becomes a temptation for the career climber, a way to show strength and expertise, whether denigrating teacher performance actually gives evidence of their administrative skills or not.

And examples of such unrealistic, unfair, and possibly illegal requirements abound in these evaluation tools. One such tool requires teachers to stay for events after contractual hours without overtime compensation (even if they have kids who need them at home), pay to belong to professional associations (at upwards of $100 or more per year) out of pocket without reimbursement, anticipate every question students can possibly ask for each lesson, and reflect that anticipation in all lesson plans, and generate emails, progress reports, newsletters, and website updates for parents often, all just to be considered effective. When does teaching come into the equation?

One more time, these are all beautiful ideas for a perfect world, but taken together they collapse under their own well-meaning weight. And, again, in the wrong hands, become lethal weapons, especially when combined with weakened tenure laws, and ever-tighter education budgets. Put the three of them together and the wrong administrator can find any teacher anywhere with any track record and assess them as suddenly suspect, ineffective, in need of losing tenure, and ultimately, their livelihood.

And none of it is clearly delineated yet, but progress toward making it policy, forcing it to become part of past practices, eventually making it all law and the new reality, continues.

Here is where the sky darkens. How can teachers, or any set of professionals, be expected to sign off on a work agreement that has not been clearly defined? Would you order off a menu that failed to clearly explain what you could expect to be eating? Would you buy a ticket for a movie with an advertising campaign of darkness and silence? Would anyone agree to work a job with a description of responsibilities that is significantly incomplete, especially when job security is tied to performance of those undefined duties? No one in their right mind would. But teachers are expected to do so freely, and quickly, before adequate planning and reflection can occur.

The storm clouds gather and the kids have been left outside…

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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Class Warfare Should be a War on Ignorance

I would like to comment a bit on a fascinating book I read entitled Class Warfare by Stephen Brill. This nonfiction work chronicles the last few decades in American education battles, focusing on efforts to radically change how American students are educated. Brill’s work here is a fascinating and in some ways horrifying read. Here are a few thoughts on why I am so split about this book:

I am both a writer and a teacher. I teach in New Jersey, where repeated efforts by the NJEA to cooperate and move forward with our Governor have been shot down, where tenure laws have been weakened and the LIFO (last in, first out) law is next on the chopping block. This creates an environment where it would make business sense for any top administrator wrestling with the two percent budget cap to cut from the top, eliminating veteran teachers who earn top salaries. But this addresses education as a business, not a craft, and robs students, districts, and communities of master teachers.

So, why should we seek to support veterans teachers? I have seen too many promising young teachers collapse in the face of a particularly unruly or challenged class that no training save actual experience can prepare them to handle. Focusing the attention, cooperation, and efforts of any group of people requires a strength of will, a mastery of dynamics, a performance ability, and mastery of subject craft that cannot be gained without true effort and experience. Brill himself makes several passing comments about young, ambitious TFA teachers learning from masterful veterans. These key passing-of-the-torch moments will be lost if we continue to look at education as merely a business (kids are not developed on an assembly line) instead of the multifaceted craft it is.

Another aspect of Brill’s thesis is that teachers do not care, are burned out, and useless. I have worked with, met and/or observed hundreds of teachers in my career, and can think of only a handful who fit that description. The rest are dedicated professions, even fifteen, twenty, thirty years into their careers. The most heartbreaking aspect of this attempt to privatize education, to have business run schools, is that these dedicated veterans are suffering real, observable stress because of this. I spoke with a school psychologist this year who diagnosed his school’s staff to be “one hundred percent under stress” saying he had never seen such complete saturation in one place. How can this be what is best for our children?

Brill also glosses over the major differences between charter and public schools: public schools are more crowded, cannot choose their students, and cannot dismiss or toss out misbehaving students like charters can. Public schools do not have the express written commitment from parents that charters obtain, agreements on discipline, dress code, homework, etc., and cannot require it. Yes, there is an implied agreement, but even a tiny percentage of noncompliant students can disrupt and slow forward progress on all these fronts. Public schools embrace and work with these students as best we can within evermore restrictive budgets and laws. Charter schools send such challenges back to the public schools. So we are really comparing apples and oranges here.

The bottom line is that all of this is smoke and mirrors. If the government was actually interested in improving education, in creating a truly well-educated populace, politicians would declare a War on Ignorance, and commit real money to the effort, reducing class size, upgrading technology, and developing strategies to polish teacher skills, not force them to always look over their shoulder. But a truly educated populace is a very scary prospect for politicians. So maybe they are who we should be hunting…

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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On Writing: A Phone Call Writers Dream of

You can’t wait for it, will it, pay for it, or do it yourself, but every once in awhile, a blessing comes to writers. Something that re-energizes, that affirms beliefs, keeps the writing going. When it comes, embrace it, live in that moment as it is presented to you, and accept what it gives you; there is no guarantee it will be coming around again any time soon.

For me, it was a call from a long lost friend. There had been 25 years or more since the last time I had seen him, and when he was brought back into my life, it was a fantastic surprise. But not a story book ending. The guy works two jobs, but can’t hold on to them because corporate America keeps shipping those jobs overseas. He’s working 16-hour days working jobs at a pay rate lower than he deserves, and too low to buy the comfort he wants for his family. He deserves better, as do so many other good, hard-working Americans. At the very least, he should be able to find some happiness every once in awhile.

Last night he called to thank me for providing that for him. You see, my old, overworked friend had ordered my debut novel City of Woe from Amazon.com. He called to say he was on page 160 and needed to say thanks. This has never happened to me. This guy who works two-thirds of the day took the time to give my work a chance. That in itself is astounding. And once he got going, he went to his bookmarks and read me lines he loved, passages he appreciated, jokes and music references he completely understood, and, in the process, completely convinced me I had done something right with my life.

So, what am I doing here, bragging? I hope you don’t see it that way. I believe I am sharing a truth too often hidden to creative people; we almost never know whom we have an impact on, whom we thrill, or help escape, or give some form of relaxation to, or where, or when it happens. So I offer this wonderful experience to all of you. Share it with me because odds are, there is someone, somewhere, somewhen experiencing similar appreciation for your work.

Drink it in with me, feel it fuel you, and write on.

Christopher Ryan is author of City of Woe, available on Kindle and Nook, and in print. For more info, click here.

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